Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Reflecting On My Tomorrow's....

I've been gone for almost a month again....not for any reason other then I've been in a quiet reflective mood...I have felt as if my "VOICE" for Loblolly was gone I sat down many mornings to post....only to find myself with nothing to say....I couldn't find any words only silence ... ... day by day I regain  my HEALTH...making friends with things that are different ...I  have been getting stronger everyday ...my "zipper" scar from the surgery is almost disappearing...all my other scars are healed....I struggle with Shingles again....but have returned to the Nuca Care Chiropractor which seems to be helping...thank God

I have spent hours talking to my savior...seeking my purpose ....he saved me for a reason...

I think when we go through something really BIG in our lives...when our world quakes....we need to treat ourselves with care...it's easy to tend the body...it is the immediate need....when I came home from the hospital I was aware I had some work to do emotionally too....

Some day's I felt like a lawn that needed tending...suddenly unkempt beneath faded edges ....the blades of grass are strong and green....you know it's going to take time to  tidy up...but when your done it will be BETTER...

I am going to promise myself to be authentic with my sweet blog...to share my voice even when there seems to be nothing MONUMENTAL to share ...that's okay....I have to trust my still small voice...give myself permission to SPEAK ...even if I am worried no one will visit Loblolly....Ineed to post anyway...because I love my blog I like to think of you girls out there sitting in your homes ......or in your gardens reading Loblolly ...these weeks have taught me to embrace the things that bring me... Joy....What a precious gift life is ..... thank you for stopping by...till next time blessings and big hugs....Karena

1 comment:

  1. Oh dear friend, we ALL have those kind of days and sometimes more than we would like! I blog because it is my daily journal, somedays it is more exciting than others:) Just keep blogging, it is our connection with each other! Have a blessed day my friend, HUGS!

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